Remember the famous phrase,
‘You had me at Hello?’
It wasn’t the case for me.
And although I wish it was so,
I couldn’t help but be the way I am.
I’ve been through more in terms of what ‘relationship’ entices,
and it doesn’t help that despite falling through the Vices,
You had me at goodbye.
I can’t say for sure that words are my strong point
nor is politics to be frank, but I digress.
You know the walls you put up to prevent from getting hurt,
It’s funny that those very walls are what hurt me in the end.
Now I’m lost, and confused, and slightly overwhelmed
I have something in my heart I want to share with you
but at the very same time, I’m afraid that it’s not what you want to hear
and it tears me up inside knowing that this is your solution.
I don’t want to harp on it any longer nor do I want to
fight for you back, because once a human being has made a decision,
It’s my experience that they never really do change their mind.
It’s rare but it just doesn’t work out all the time,
I’ll have to hurt inside for a while for all the things I wish I had said earlier
and all the things I wished I could say to make you change your mind,
BUT ultimately, I want you to be happy and if that means letting you go…
Well you know the rest…
I won’t forget our times together,
Oh hell no, I would NEVER ever forget it..
And for the first time,
and the very last,
You had me,
at Goodbye.
I Love You.