A year ago today, I was booked into camp.

Funny how I was scared back then for different reasons,
I was afraid How NS life was going to turn out,

Whether I would fit into that routine environment,
with nothing but training on the mind and body to think about,
no dancing or practice,
no designing or illustration,

It was a torture of deprivation,
a test of self-control,
and yet it was … somehow, fulfilling,

Today, 365 days ago, I was somewhat… Content..,
Now, it seems like life couldn’t be better,
I’m in a good workplace in an office environment,
I’m serving my NS while learning to be independent
and even building my Portfolio.

I’m a little scared still, but, for different reasons.

I have an Leg Operation coming Wednesday
to remove some cartilage that’s caught in between my joint,
I can’t walk properly because of it,

For one way or another, I’ve kept myself sane,
for the past couple weeks,
with some encouragement from some very wise and comforting people.

Without which I don’t think I would be as courageous enough to be this strong,

And so 365 Days from Nov 28 2010, I am here,
feeling not so scared, awaiting an interesting point in my life,
my first Surgery. AND MY ONLY I HOPE!

hahahahahah

Well, take care everyone,
But still keep doing what you love:)

Grieverez V’Zeulz