According the Mayan’s or the Inca race, 2012 is the last year recorded in their Astrological Calendar.
So I asked myself,
What if this would and was going to be THE Last year of my Life…
Sure you skeptics are going to say ”Pfshhh Yea, Sure, And I’m an Alien”
But then again, What if it was our last year. Putting aside the undeniable “Armageddon” there’s still the unpredictable wheel of the sands of time ever falling in eternal the Hourglass, preciously known as Life.
And What if, your life, were to end in 2012…
Would you be Content with all you’ve done?
Today I got visited by two Dance Friends of mine, Kamil & Syaz.
It reminded me that In 2011, I’ve had lots of close loyal friends,
Lots of new Bonds made with people I thought I never would have bonded with,
In Camp, at Work, in Dance, and especially throughout my Accident.
Not to forget the Good people from Faddies, NAFA and Northbrooks,
Those are bonds, unbreakable :)
Taking a look at my current stasis, I’m at home, taking a break before a quick reunion at Francisca’s Place later. And, I’m wondering now What did I accomplish this year.
In reality, I didn’t really do that much, I was in Camp, POC’d, Got into my Dream NS Job, Doing Design while working up a skill set in the Microsoft Office Softwares, Learning what functions in the Office Environment and how to manage the overhaul.
But I think What I’ve learnt this year isn’t complete without having been injured.
I watched an interesting Movie yesterday; It’s a classic called, Sabrina.
It’s about a woman who’s madly crushing on a man that her father works for. She spends every waking moment thinking about him even though he doesn’t know she exist and she eventually realises that nothing is ever going to happen between them and moves to Paris to find a New Life. She spends a considerably long time in Paris and starts to open up to herself. Experiencing new things and discovering more about herself then she ever knew before. She found herself in Paris.
I want to get there too, someday. And Maybe I might find myself as she did.
Well the story does have a few twist and turns, and she ends up having a happy ending, with someone she never knew to have a heart. And they lived Happily…
…I won’t daresay ‘ever after’ in this post.
As that is what I’ve learnt this year, there’s no ‘Happily ever After’.
But it’s not sad, It’s realistic and that’s the name of the game.
Living Realistically, Lowering one’s Expectations and still being Happy..
I think this is the way I want to live… From now on…
It’s nice to know that things are starting to pick up in my life.
Sad that it took an accident for me to realise all this…
But yea, I do feel somewhat happier, more content, possibly happy..
It’s good to have this time to get my life back together…
Trust me NS is no pushover, Once you start, You’re milked till your dry and a Long break like this Is INDEED.. EVERY NS MEN’s DREAM!
Well, Let me end this long post with just saying that…
This year was about learning something, Absorbing, Resting the Mind and Remembering why I’m here.
So,
What will next year bring?
…
I’ll let you know 365 Days from now :) (If we’re all still Alive.. That Is)
Love Greg.
