I’m gonna go into this all over the place …

Today I was at work and my beloved Step Squad mate asked me a question about my life. He’s the first I’ve talked to in my squad about my problems. Actually he’s kinda one of the few people I’ve opened up to bout problems.

Now to everyone I know that I’ve been close with for long, don’t take it personally I don’t usually open up to you about my problems because they aren’t meant for you to listen. I know whom would be able to give me the solutions I’m looking for so I ask people that I know will give me the right answers I seek.

But anyways… He told me that if I he was me, he’d move on because ultimately he’d be  doing it for himself and his future and that may not necessarily involve everyone. But the focus here is that when you do something it’s gotta help you too and you can’t always please everyone.

This is probably what some of my friends have already started observing and I think it’s time I did too. Now that I think back on it all.

One thing I’ve realised my friends have started doing is that they’ve planned timings for occurrent events they wish to take place in their lives and achieve short-term goals for the eventuality of running into a long-term success..

I don’t have that yet.

and … the sad thing is ..

I’m even starting to lose sight of everyone around me.. Life’s becoming a blur and I’m standing still like a Sign post stuck in cement.

I tell people where to go but I go nowhere myself.

Kinda ironic don’t ya think..

So now i’m faced with this question; a decision of which has plagued my mind ever since 2010 ended and 2011 started… and maybe even before that.

Adapted from a Local Artist, 

It’s Hard holding you.. Loving You.. Losing You, It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you… I don’t knowwwww… I gotta knowww.. 

Should I stay or should I go..?

So it stands… and no it’s not about love… it’s about many things in my life right now…